Feeling so good meet up with my secondary school friends tonight.
Great endless conversations feat. chill night
know that what's mean to stay, stay forever
this is what I ask for.
Things changed real quick around me. I guess what's life
It's weird to feel that way at the beginning but I get it, I got it
The rule is no rehearsal. God is planning for us, we just need to do the following good show, for yourself.
'How's things going so far?' One of my college friend was asking me.
'It's getting fun and excited!... ' I answered positively.
Yeah a part from that, it was. Another part of that I hope I hide it well.
To be honest here.
College life has been stressing me out lately.
I get to know a lot of peoples from different states
So many people would be scared, if they saw in the mirror, not their faces but their character.
Reality hits.
Mostly I saw that happened in those who staying in hostel. They talk nicely to you at first because you have that use of value to them. You have a car, you can be their transport. How funny it is, when I realized. At time goes by, they slowly talking to you when they needed something, even worst they never.
I didn't tell everyone in my college once bout this
I think the best solution is just keeping away silently, yeah.
Moving on.
Another part from that was the problem of teamwork.
I was sneaking crying about this. And that's the first time I cried in college because of you. Guess that you never notice it, I was so mad at your attitude please don't let me named you something start from B, that's rude. It was the second time you were doing the same mistake to challenge my limits. Almost every time whenever we were doing our building model please ask yourself what are you actually doing? I can clearly tell you here. You were on your phone or doing your uncompleted assignments, either. I don't understand! Why can't you complete on time but I could, yet you are not focus helping me in the building model too.
The mates from the other group are worrying me whether I could be completed on schedule, apparently yet you're not, I feel firmly that you are all count on me. That's the problem. I give you chances by chances, you disappointing every single time. I didn't say a word because I know once I broke out it can be out of control.
Please know that I did not speak does not mean I have no feeling at all.
Please know that what I hate the most is start fighting.
Please know that everyone has their limits.
I'm mad that you always had the excuse 'No time'.
Lmfao I found it funny lol
No time is your personal problem, not mine.
No time is not that excuse dude. I do have no time too.
But did I told you once? No. I completed everything I said I done and I done your parts too.
It sucks! Your words suck.
You were keeping it for days till then you told me you had no idea what to do before the next day we going to meet in college. I was totally dumbfounded and replied you with my patience. (I'm losing my patience!) Do you even remember your part is to built the rooftop? Nah, I done it almost.
At the first semester, we were grouped in the same team. Do you remember about one of the assignment of basic design? We decided to make a set lunch by recycle things. You weren't helping me to think how to built the bowl, I done it all by myself. From the begin till the end, you only helped me to cut the sewing thread as the noodles. During the process you kept messaging me asking about the process, do you knew that's really annoying? Luckily, we got a not bad score at that subject.
My parents were asking me why the condition of my skin allergic was getting bad once at a month. I hide from them. Therefore you really make me feel like you are using me to get high score all way long.
Be fair to me please. I had enough. I'm human too, I'm not your pets. I can't stand anymore.
Here, I made a promise to myself.
Starting from the next semester onward if there's needed to do group work assignment, you are blackisted.
That's all for today, goodnight my readers.
